We are into the double digits I days left til C leaves for BCT. It is scary, I feel like time is speeding up. I can’t believe that the holidays this year mean that we will be closing in on the finish line.
I am scared, anxious, all those things when I think about it. Then I think about all the things we need to get done between now and then. Not only to make the transition easier but to make sure we have dotted all the i’s and crossed all the t’s.
Then there is the boys, how does mommy explain this. Then there is myself, how do I handle this huge new learning curve?
I do know that I love C and everything he is doing for our family.
So I need to remember to be more present with him during our time together now. To try not to take my stress out on him and to love him as much as I can.