We are adjusting to our new schedule as a family. There has been and I can imagine still have a few more coming growing pains. We miss each, the boys miss their Daddy.

I know that this is easy compared to our near future, where we will go months with out seeing him.

I feel a change in our tide and it is both scary and exciting. With all the current changes, I feel like we will just got all this down and then bam time to change again.

The world feels as if it is spinning upside and I need it to right it’s self. Who knows when that will happen.

I need my words to comeback and all I feel like I am doing is typing in circles.