Well at the beginning of December I was unhappy, everything was wrong my life was not where I wanted it to be. Well all those feelings make sense now, I can’t believe I didn’t realize it earlier. I felt the same way when I was first pregnant with Ian, I couldn’t stand Casey, Plano, our apartment you name it. My friend Cassy can vouch for these feelings, (dang girl why didn’t you notice this time?). All those feelings made sense when that test popped up pregnant. I guess the point I am trying to get to is that 2010 brings HORMONES!
As we were getting Ian ready for bed tonight I started crying and Ian took his pacifier out and tried to give it to me. All while giving me a look like Mommy what is wrong? Casey then jumps in and tells him Mommy is going to be a little crazy for the foreseeable future. I laughed and agreed with him that Mommy was going to cry a lot more for no reason and he could keep his pacifier that it wouldn’t help mommy. He laughed so hard he fell over and then came over and gave me a kiss, boy he knows how to melt his Mommy’s heart.
I am going to try to not make this all pregnancy all the time but with it being the major thing going on in our world right now I can’t not talk about it that wouldn’t be fair to my self.
Now 2010 brings many other big milestones with it; Ian’s first birthday (Jan 20), five years of being with Casey (3 years of marriage), FootFoot’s fourth birthday, and many things I can’t think of at this moment. Not to mention the day to day memories that will be made. So bring it on 2010, cause I am ready for it.